Been doing really, really shitty. Summer holidays and I went to stay with my grandparents in Scotland who made me eat all the fucking time, and since I’ve been back I’ve been putting it off really bad. I told myself that today I was starting the sgd, but I had 200 cal oatmeal, 95 cal banana, 50 cal marshmallow fluff and a 100 cal yogurt. I’ve burned 150 cal from walking, and I have a jacket potato for tea. That puts my total at around 595. AHHHHHH
595. Thats shit. That one number. I will only eat that. No other food today. Tomorrow will look like this, my limit is 300.
Breakfast - Apple 60
Lunch - Nothing 0
Dinner - less than 400
Burn - Walking. 100 cal
Running/Wii - 200
That will put my total at around 160.
That sounds good. I’m ready. After dinner, this will start. No food, unless I absolutly have to. I need to get back in control of this, I need to be tiny, I need to be small and be able to disappear.
Here is some lovely new thinspo for you girls (and boys) stay motivated!!
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*None of these pictures are mine*
